okay so im continuing this post,
cause im kinda in the reflective mood now,
HAHA.
ah well i want to change this blog,
preferably to livejournal or dairyland or that one
energy told me about ah well.
but troublesome.
oh well anw,
aft listening to some conversations
with my relatives
i really realised
my faith's not strong,
im like a sunday catholic & stuff.
so i decided to maybe get more
involved in church,
and sometimes really just leave
it all in god's hands.
and i was really reflecting over this year,
i mean having to tell my relatives
and friends,
"oh yes i retained,another year in pj"
i mean i find that really hard
esp when i receive those kind of
blunt replies or looks
& truthfully im really scared,
scared about next year,
about a new class,
a new team,
and esp scared about the fact of whether i would actually
buck up and do well next year
academically.
or even drifting apart from
the j2 people.
somehow i realised i took
studying real lightly this year,
and just had too much fun,
i made my parents worry alot too.
ahh well,
its just sometimes you'll be in that
easily irritated and distracted mood
and not study and even get mad when
your parents nag you to study thinking that
you've got everything under control when you
actually haven't.
oh well,
its christmas and i shouldnt be in such a mood
but i promise myself that i'll
really buck up,
study hard,
and even try to give
full commitment to trainings.
which means i really got to start running
and training my slow/bad stamina.
haha.
to end on a happier note
colleen your mum's outfit's really cute,
saw it on your blog.
:D xmas suspenders.
merry christmas everyone :Dso xmas eve was spent,
meeting that smelly fiona who was with jonathan
at beauty world,
going back to her house and started lazing on
her bed waiting for han & energy,
waited for dinner and gossiped about bbss-ians
HAHA i mean only energy and han
got so excited,
then ate dinner which was yummy
had sparkling wine instead of
vodka & wine& beer offered by ly's dad,
played cards aft that fiona taught
us bridge,
rushed home to change and go church!
met COLLLLLEEEEEN thr,
sat at the bench occassionally meeting church people,
we met up with sam and wanted to go say hi to gerrald
HAHA.
colleen went into some crazy state
and called the eugenes mas and started singing
christmas songs.HAHA
then nat came
so we sat outside church since it was crowded
to the max.
then aft mass,
colleen&nat left and while waiting for my family,
i met up with wk,pauline,sarah & the rest they were
gonna go drink,
so sat with them while waiting and
mr.drummer gave me candles&
a bracelet for christmas.
HAHA.thanks.
and everyone started hugging everyone
else saying MERRY XMAS!
met my parents
went to eat supper
and went home.
by then was alrdy 3am
was dead tired so i slept.
-----------------------------------------------------
woke up today and found out thr were people
at home,
bathed changed and went downstairs,
thenn aft they left rushde to my cousin's house
for xmas lunch,
spent kinda like the whole day thr,
just reached home and im blogging.
:D
so thats how i spent xmas.
ah well thanks for the presents everyone.
and i wanna wish
han,fiona,eve,energy,
my wunderful classmates,
the great touch ruggers,
and to my church friends
MEERRRYY CHRISTMASS!
Sunday, December 23, 2007
hey.
just came back.
was a busy week.
wed ,thurs at touch rug chalet,
place looked eerie but was okay,
rushed home on thurs couldnt stay
cause friday at 5am left for KL
missed the np match couldnt get to see mag,
sorry i had to go kl,
with dad,mum&sis plus another family.
just reached home
and im tired.
:D
Monday, December 17, 2007
- met mas loser low and loser ng today.HAHA.ended up they were the earliest.so we just ended up walking and eating and sitting thr and went to get colleen some birthday stuffs.
- met colleen & nat aft to give her the stuff,HAPPY birthday once again :Doh well then cause it was quite late alrdy we went our own ways.
- some people got abused HAHAHAHAHA.its okay its healthy for the skin really.
- yesterday we went to eveieeees house to eat lunch,her dearest mum cooked and we ate and ate and ended up napping on the sofa while eve bathed.with leehans hair brushing into me and ly's mouth.HAHA.
- met energy in town later,we walked around,shopped around,talked and talked about the strangest of stuffs and the most interesting news HAHAHA.
- left to the church christmas dinner,on the way there on the bus i met ckrisstopher who was going to that dinner too.and i dont understand why his name is spelt likethat.haha.okay,anw he went to pick up his younger bro first.
- during the dinner food wasnt really good,but some singers there were really good,my parents danced,me and my sis wanted to hide and we went home.
- at home we cleared out everything in the bid of "finding the bug and killing it".well so happened the night before my sis found a beetle like bug on our beds and at 5 am we were looking and trying to kill it.haha.
- lastly GET WELL MAS.rest well my dear :D
happy happy birthday
to you COLLLEEEN YAPPP!
hey dear,
hope you had a great birthday
and that you're truly happy
today.:D
anw,
out friendship has gone back
to like 3 years alrdy
though we only started talking
a year ago and only got close this year
its a shame really
to not know you till now,
but anw im glad and
cherish the times we've spent this year,
we'll study hard next year okay?
and yes i love you for all the dumb moments
laughing like mad moments and
of course the sad times,
shared with you mas and bean
and the rest of the guys.
anw i want to wish you my love
the happist birthday.
love you DARRLING!
god blesss.
we're going for xmas vigil right.
:D
Saturday, December 15, 2007
happy birthday my dearest,
eve voigtlander.
it's been five years and counting since
i've known you and these five years
have been great.
i'd never regret knowing you cause,
you've always been the one
playing along with me,
piggybacking me when im tired
or lazy :D
listening to me ramble about things,
making me laugh when i cry,
sharing my joy in the great times
and lending me a hand in the bad times.
though now you may have
met a few problems regarding your choices,
the few of us han,ly,energy will still be by your side
though you know inside that we hope some things
you should stop but we still love you aint it?
haha.cause we'd accept you for who you are.
just remember,
think clearly for what you want,
and listen to us too okay.
i'll continue this in the card,
just to let you know i love you and happy birthday.
EVIEEEE!HAHA.
:D
i'm back :D
& happy birthday aliff.
stay healthy happy and great always/
:D
takecare bff.
Friday, December 14, 2007
okay so im gonna upload pictures from my birthday.
though its kinda incomplete and is kinda late.
HAHA.
:D
so im back from taiwan btw.
energy came late,
but they're still my greatest loves.
:D
psychosister:)
daddy&mummy
aww/
flowers from a old friend/
they came at 12am.
with balloons
winx party sets
and cake!:D
another psychopath
:D
:D
love them both too and eeeyore.
HAHAHAHAH.unglam.
AWWWW.
act cute.:D
touchruggers.:D
ended off the night with this
:D
dumb person who ended up dripping
wax on the pants:D
taiwan pictures next,
with lanyi's
stalker pictures of the little kids HAHA.
:D
Friday, December 7, 2007
okay so im leaving to TAIWAN.
in like a matter of hours time.
oh well,
i'd miss spore for the few days i'll be gone.
thanks mas for the teeeshirt/letter/GUMMIES.
:D
love you all.
and low i wanna borrow
your mum's kdrama boxsets
please HAHAHA.
im tired of waiting for the show to download.
dammit.
heh/
:D
Wednesday, December 5, 2007
i've had one
of the best birthdays ever,
& its all thanks to,
birthday dinner with the family,
the cake and all too.
leehan&fionakwoklanyi
for showing up
at midnight with a cake
and a winx party set!
:D
touch ruggers tricking&
coming all the way down
for a mini surprise.(:
sarah & shane
dropping off presents.:)
flowers,
mas& low coming over
with the big fat ballooon!
i appreciate it really
love you two
many!darn BFFs.HAHA
& to end off with a
suprise of the night
with some random stranger,
who's black.HAHA.
:D
& of course the
sms wishes i received!
some of which i thought
wouldnt remember,
but still did.
started the next day
with training,
ended with outing with my lovelies,
eve,leehan,lanyi,
wangyuanbin.
i love them really,
thanks for the slippers yuanyuan.(:
so ended off my birthday,
and im really happpy,
and i feel blessed.
thanks for everything.
:D
i'd just miss my classmates,
esp colleen mas bean ng low &
the rest of everyone,
bwey aliff dongkai :D
and im glad that the
friendship between
the five of us didnt change aye girls.
dont worry it'll never change
love you all many too!
and the touchruggers i love too,
glad that trngs getting
funner and better!
:D
and to all my sec sch
friends too.wooo
night people
pictures sooooon!
Saturday, December 1, 2007
this weeeek!
tuesday->
went shopppingggg!
met colleen first,
oh my we shopped aft really long,
nat and ng came for a while but
both left for work,
so we continued shopping,
i didnt buy much cause i havent got my pay
but got 3 tops at least.
aft that colleen's friend fiona came,
shes nice & we went on the
"get colleen havianas" mission.
she finally got hers and we left for dinner.
then another of colleens friend came,
and we randomly started talking about
random gossips about strangers haha,
wierd.
ng came aft his work and we all went home!
wednesday->
went out with eve and energy,
met eve first,
had lunch then met energy.
oh well,
i missed them
miss seeing them everyday but
well i mean we're still as close
and i hope nothing will change.
anw we walked around,
sat outside taka talked.
then left for home aft that.
thursay->
went to watch enchanted with
3 other strange people.
haha.the eugenes and mas!
yes and i was early some
people.AH some people overslept so end up
meeting time push back.
HAHA.
so aft the movie went esplanade
ate super alot of gummies
ate somemore food on the bus home.
:D
friday->
we had training on friday,
training was to start at 9.30
i was late or so i thought i cabbed down
reached around 9.25 and i was to second to reach.
haha.so anw,ran the usual many rounds.
but i didnt eat so i felt terrible esp
during the last three rounds,
but thanks to xy,weimun,deb,kat and shumei
and everyone else else in the team we completed it
within the given time by coach.
ah well.
then we went to litings house for lunch
aft getting the food stuffs from lot1.
so people think im melayu
or even chindian(indian+chi)
WHY?
i wanna look chinese.
HAHAH.
so aft that rushed off
came home changed.
and went to SP
for the MMSP
went with low ng jonathan lanyi
met han thr and eve and her friends.
haha.oh well.
the results were err interesting?
haha.went to chuntin to eat aft that
and yeah
low did sth REALLY embarrassing
but i shall be nice & not say.
haha.
saturday->
TODAY,had a friendly at TP.
they were fast,
and SRC was faster,
and like out of 7 of us there,
5 were sick/not feeling well/aching somewhere.
so anyway aft that
coach,xinyi,kat,liting and me
went to tampinesmall for dinner/bfast/lunch.
ate at pastamania,
took a train dropped off at tanjongpagar,
xinyi's dad gave us a lift in his van
was so cool,
and we got so excited even stopped
for tauhuey!
hahah.wow!
aft that came home,
slept bathed blogged.
:)
HAHA,unglam picture of the day(:
during beachtouch,
:D
KAT!(:
EVE voigtlander(:
HAHA.(:
im like brown next to her,:(
energy=pyuanpyuan=<3HAHA
aww,we had the same smile though
its telepathy HAWHAW
so she started to sleep on me
for quite a while.
perv,i mean.why eve why?HAHA/
psycho.heh.
HAHAH
i love them both,
alotalotmanymany.
MAJOR unglamness HAHA/
kat eating tauhuey
xinyi and her smashed up tauhuey
liting and her blusher eating tauhuey.
i seem like a stalker can.
MAS!i love you come back soon!(:
HAHA,some girl.
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